The Making of Revelations: How it
came to be
The idea was born many years ago.
Over forty, actually. When I was a teenager. Back then, it didn’t
have a name, and it had no real shape. But I knew what I wanted to
do. I wanted to tell the story of Judas Iscariot. The trouble was I
didn’t know how.
What drew me to Judas, is probably
what you’re asking yourself, and that’s a valid question. Ask
anyone else who Judas is and you’ll get answers that are probably
all variations on a theme of betrayal. I’m not sure exactly when I
began to question that, but I do know that when I saw Jesus Christ
Superstar performed live back in 1971 (or thereabouts), I had an
epiphany regarding him. I saw him, not as the bad guy as often
portrayed, but someone who not only believed in Jesus but was willing
to do what he needed him to do. For without Judas’ “betrayal”
of Jesus, the story would not have worked out the way it did. It
needed to happen that way. And if you read the Gospel of Judas, he
was the only apostle who trusted Jesus enough to do that for him.
Gives one food for thought, doesn’t it?
Very interesting, but where’s the
story, I wondered. Was I going to take an historical perspective,
research the man and his life? Easier said than done, especially back
then. We had no Internet. We didn’t even have computers. Research
was all done through books. Libraries had card catalogs, a far cry
from today when you can log onto your library website and browse
their selection, then request what you want. So I looked and I found
bupkus (nothing). I had the Bible, of course, but it tends to be
limited on information, as well as a bit biased.
So nothing was written, and I let it
go, as my thoughts formulated in the back of my head. In the
meantime, I was reading, watching… and learning. King of Kings was
my first Biblical movie, and I loved it. Jeffrey Hunter’s portrayal
of Jesus is very moving, and I was very enamored of the film. Jesus
Christ Superstar – I think I know all the words, I’ve listened so
many times. I liked the stage version, but the first film not so
much.
Besides watching these things and
others, I read. Christopher Moore’s Lamb, The Gospel According to
Biff, Christ’s Childhood Pal. What a fabulous book! I loved it! So
much I bought the special edition. And I read The Gospel of Judas!
Forty years ago I’d never heard of such a thing. Of course I read
the DaVinci Code, and watched the movie. And everything began to
percolate inside my head…
Then one day it happened. Judas
spoke to me, for the first time. And I simply began to write it down,
not knowing what he might say, or where his story might lead. It
turned out to be quite the story and took me on quite the journey,
and led to places that I didn’t expect it to. If he’d have spoken
forty years ago, I would not have been ready to receive his message.
But my life up until the moment that I first heard him speak prepared
me. And the result is Revelations.
The original title was Kyrie
Eleison, a tribute to the Mister Mr. song, Kyrie. Kyrie eleison means
Christ, have mercy on us. But then fellow author Marie Sexton, who
was reading Kyrie for me at the time, suggested a simpler title. A
better title. Revelations. So Revelations it became.
I know there are people who will not
like Revelations, and by extension, me. People who will not see the
message it carries, only that it does not follow what they believe.
But ultimately, no matter what you believe, Revelations is a story of
love. Love is the message, and love is something that binds us all
together.
Revelations is love.
Thank you for having me here, enjoy
your day!
Blurb:
Judas
has never been very popular, not in any incarnation that he and Jesus
and the others have lived through. But he doesn't care about that.
All he cares about is following the instructions of God as set forth
in the script that they follow. And Jesus. For Judas has secretly
loved the son of God for over two thousand years.
But
now he decides that enough is enough, and he's tired of watching
Jesus die far too early, and for what? This time Judas is determined
to see that Jesus lives a long and happy life, no matter what price
he has to pay to accomplish it...no matter if he has to make a deal
with the devil himself.
Revelations
is a story of what could be, told by those who play it out, time
after time after time, unbeknownst to the rest of mankind. They've
come back again, for yet another round. But this time is going
to be different.
Excerpt:
Prologue: God
It's
not always easy to sit on the sidelines and watch what is happening,
to resist the urge to intervene in his best interest. My
son's that is. Jesus. But I do so, because I know it's for his own
good. As
well as for the good of mankind. I can't let my concerns as his
father override my vested interest in the fate of man. But sometimes
that is easier said than done.
This
morning I am not alone. Someone else is with me, someone with his own
agenda, although we are not as diametrically opposed as some would
imagine us to be. Good and evil aren't the simplistic concepts some
would portray them as being—there are more grey areas there than
you might think. And rightly so.
He
smirks. Too much for my taste, I have to admit, but sometimes he does
have his moments, and he too has a part to play in what is happening
in the world of men. Someone needs to fill the role of the villain,
after all.
The
stage is being set for the third act, the scripts have been handed
round, and the actors are taking their places. Will this time end any
differently than the others? That depends on my son, on Jesus. I'm
thinking this will be the time when he'll make the change.
"He'll
change nothing," Lucifer interjects, although I've asked him
nothing, certainly not inquired as to his opinion.
I
glance at him. He's dressed to within an inch of his life, and wears
the most ridiculous sunglasses I've ever seen. I decide not to
comment on his fashion sense. "I think he might, this time. I
think he's ready for change."
Lucifer
snorts. "It's been two thousand years, and neither one has
exactly caught on yet. Why should this time be any different?"
"Care
to put your money where your mouth is?"
He
eyes me carefully. "I would, but you see you have this whole
mystic omnipotent God thing going on. Personally, I don't care for
those odds."
I
arch an eyebrow. "I may be omnipotent, but Jesus does have free
will and
he does possess the ability to make his own decisions. You think I'd
stack the deck in my son's favor? Just to win a bet with you?"
"Let's
say I'm taking no chances." He smiles. "Tell you what,
though—give me free rein. Let
me do what I want, and you not say anything or do anything to
interfere with me? As far as they're concerned, that is."
I
open my mouth to object, he hastily interjects. "No killing, I
swear to it."
That's
better. I still have some measure of control over the serpent.
"So
be it." I agree, turning my attention back to where it had been,
to my son. I'm
smirking now. Openly.
O
ye of little faith, watch and learn.
Julie
Lynn Hayes was reading at the age of two and writing by the age of
nine and always wanted to be a writer when she grew up. Two
marriages, five children, and more than forty years later, that is
still her dream. She blames her younger daughters for introducing her
to yaoi and the world of M/M love, a world which has captured her
imagination and her heart and fueled her writing in ways she'd never
dreamed of before. She especially loves stories of two men finding
true love and happiness in one another's arms and is a great believer
in the happily ever after. She lives in St. Louis with her daughter
Sarah and two cats, loves books and movies, and hopes to be a world
traveler some day. She enjoys crafts, such as crocheting and cross
stitch, knitting and needlepoint and loves to cook. While working a
temporary day job, she continues to write her books and stories and
reviews,
which she posts in various places on the internet. Her family thinks
she is a bit off, but she doesn't mind. Marching to the beat of one's
own drummer is a good thing, after all. Her other published works
can be found at Dreamspinner Press, MuseitUp Publishing and coming
soon to Torquere Press. She has also begun to self-publish and is an
editor at MuseitUp.
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